old layout is back, only now i need to use cool high-tech CSS every time i post so the font size stays normal, woo yeah it's worth it. this layout rockx0rz. so tomorrow, wana do something? my fnigers, also, are too clumsy for typing.

so no poker tomorrow. i have to stop playing. seriously. no, yeah, really. its getting ridiculous. so back to some good ole fashioned drug abuse for tomorrow! YEAHH! awesome, and then i'll just dive off the bridge of sanity and into endless misery and whatnot. or something like that.

sooo ehhhyup. there.

i need to start waking up earlier. caitlin's call did it today around 2.. great way to enter a day. not at 2, but with caitlin telling me half her face is asleep. so after my new year's eve fiasco, i was getting pretty gothic for a few days. we'll see where that goes, i guess. the band is making a website, oh it'll be sweet. i just cant think of ( Read more... )

all of the innocense shattered as you walked towards the door. everything i knew must have been wrong, i was so uninformed. and its me, nineteen and so unclean. my body's all seperated. my mind's just gone numb. i'm feeling quite dumb. i don't know where the world ends and my hands begin. i can't touch anything. this was the worst year to run into ( Read more... )

just keep being you and i'll keep admiring

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that one
was such a one

Ahhh Christmas was all right. I got to see the family in full effect so that's always good. and now i'm rich.. so i'll be playing poker a lot. I guess ( Read more... )

love will get you like a case of antrax and that's something i don't wana catch.

the scent of your skin and some foreign flower
tied to a brick sweet as a song
the years have seemed short
but the days go slowly by
two loose kites falling from the sky