TEXT&VOICE MESSAGE POST ✖ gargleblasted

[nicotine_patch]

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[prayforprey]

[ he's texted everyone he can think of to quell the ache, spent countless minutes with a shiv against the wall, as if to count the days "like in the movies" as Ritsuka had asked -- and, as if appropriately, they healed right back up. he's thought about carving the last seven days off on his skin, but it's not the same without an audience. ]

[ it's not the same without him. ]

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[prayforprey]

shut up
i know

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[nicotine_patch]

[ 7 MINUTE DELAY; ]

ill stop replying soon this time ok just
i miss hanging out w/ you

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[prayforprey]

its okay

sorry

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[nicotine_patch]

eventho i kn ow itll be over soon it dont suck less

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[prayforprey]

kinda where livin in "now" bites us in the ass huh

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[nicotine_patch]

ha yeah

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[prayforprey]

[ 13 MINUTE DELAY ]

im proud of you

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[nicotine_patch]

why ?

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[prayforprey]

im the only 1 youd try this hard for & your doing really good

i dunno
cuz your my friend ?

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[nicotine_patch]

[ 3 MINUTE DELAY; ]

thanks

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[prayforprey]

remember when i said i was starting to wanna fix you ?

its cuz i think your starting to want i could br wrong but
ill help

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[nicotine_patch]

s hit

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[nicotine_patch]

[if I start wantin' fixed, I'll be in trouble he'd said]

[addiction and obsession and even need peeled away with that fucking text, down to the bare bones of What's Broke]

[he wants Genkaku to stick around. that's all. that's why he'd agreed to this stupid radio silence, to aching and knowing it]

[ -- wasn't it?]

Fuck! Fuckfuckfuckfuck.

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[nicotine_patch]

[he doesn't want to be fixed, hates the sheer fucking idea that anyone might try]

[but Genkaku isn't anyone]

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[nicotine_patch]

you real yl cant bail now yo us utudid fucker