boohooo =(

[nietzschen9]

i miss Heather, i just got done cleaning at work thats all i did. today was definetly weird, i didnt tell Heather i loved her. the first time i didnt since i first told her i did. but she didnt either. i think i made her mad somehow. i think it might have been when i went upstairs when she was asleep. its been years since someone fell asleep next

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[ipopnyquilpills]

keep getting the feeling that she wants to breakup with me, that she thinks im boring or something.
AH! I am not. I like the fact you don't do much because neither do I. I like to just lay there with you & watch a movie or sleep. I'm anything but bored. I love you so I won't be getting bored anytime soon.
YYYYYYY
Heather

[ipopnyquilpills]

You piss me off. I wanted to really actually try to talk to you today when you were here. You didn't say but 5 words to me. You acted like you hated me even being near you. Make up your fucking mind please?! I'm inlove with you & it kills me you hating saying that to me for some reason. Everytime I say it to you, you just act like I'm holding a gun to your head making you say it back. I dunno what you want from me. I'm not even fucking sure you know. I love you. I've never cared about anything or anyone this much ever. I love having you around me. I want you around me because you seem to be happy when your with me occasionally. You make me feel like I'm actually alive & not stuck in some whirl wind stupid ass life. I've been going insane trying to give you what you want. I've given you sex everytime you even acted like you wanted it a little bit. I've done every fucking little thing just to make you happy. Please just stop feeling weird around me. I want you to actually treat me like your fucking girlfriend not some one you fuck when

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[nietzschen9]

im sorry i was in like a deep thought when i was there i got woken up early cuz my sis was screaming. i love it when you are near me, i love touching you and i love hangin on you, i do love you but i dont think i have to say it everyday to prove it. i also kinda like it when you say it first. and im not sure how to treat my girlfriend when i actually love them. i like it when you speak up. I Love YOU