Life in the House of the Nif

[niferdoodle]

So in thinking today, Here I am 33 with major trust issues and suddenly feeling alone in the world, made me start contimplating opening myself up to someone again for a true friendship, however now that I have made myself kinda a friend to all but none a friend to me, I know your sitting there thinking that makes no sense. Let me explain. Lots of

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[aphrodeia]

3) when your older how do you find those kinds of friendships again?

I found 'em all online. *casts a sidelong glance at her friends-list* Oddly enough, none of my friends are gamers. I met them all via the Harry Potter fandom. Many of them are 'acquaintences', but a few of them are truly valued and cherished parts of my life. I needed them desperately, too.... it had been a damn long time since I had any real friends.

This might go without saying (then again, it might not... you and I never talked a whole lot), but I'm always here if you need to talk. Promise. :o)

[niferdoodle]

I would like that :)

[crystalstar]

3) when your older how do you find those kinds of friendships again?

It's a crapshoot. Never when you're looking for it.

PS. All you gotta do is speak up I am always willing to shut up ;-) I don't really share with a lot of people, although I do with more than I used to... I used to think that people were only sharing stuff with me because they wanted me to solve their problem or something, and I think that was because that was what I was looking for, when I started talking to people just because it felt good to get things out and/or just discuss and get another point of view without expecting any kind of results, I realized that nobody was requiring me to fix anything at all, and things just are what they are. Sometimes it is just nice to be understood.... dig? :-)

[niferdoodle]

We will talk soon!

[marielouise00]

I love you....

i really do, hope that helps some!!

[niferdoodle]

I wish we lived closer together and could get together more often!!