i love to sit outside and look at the sky. it's so blue here. endless deep blues. it looks like it goes on forever. like it's some sort of blue soup we're all just swimming through. no beginning and from where i am, it seems like no end. it simply exists on it's own ( Read more... )

i need to be a zillionaire. then i can hire a photo dude to run all over the earth to take awesome landscape pics for me. i just can't seem to find much beauty around me... maybe alaska, japan, or the french countryside could get me going.

ahhh my wheels will hopefully be here in a week or so. then i can buy a battery for it and grocery shopping should take much less time... on the other hand... where should i park it? it's technically an electric bike and has pedals i can put on if required. the scootery nature of it though makes me think people may give me a hard time about it. ( Read more... )

Going to slo tomorrow.

okay 3 times in the last week so far i've had a dream, and then had something like it it happen IRL. and it's not run of the mill shit either. strange coincidences..but that's not gonna stop me from hoping i dream about lottery numbers. yesterday i dreamt futurama was back and i wake up today to find it's back, but they've prolly fucked it up by ( Read more... )

http://www.soku.com/search_video/q_bob%20ross

had to share the badassness. season 15 & 16 of bob ross.

this week has been so ... bleh for me. i got 50+ new tubes of paint and 12 new high end brushes... so why can't i paint? i've even got requests up the yin yang... but i stare at the paper and nothing comes out. usually i just kinda look in my head and see what's there... but right now there's not really anything. what is there, i can't muster up ( Read more... )

so i'm on cnn.com. bored. it's late, too late for painting... so i'll read what the masses say about articles. i do this occasionally, it's gives me insight into what people sometimes are thinking behind arguments. i don't mind re examining my own view points either ( Read more... )

kids are funny. ryan, looking at the side ads in facebook, says "look you can win a trip to africa!" i ask her, "do you REALLY think you'd win a trip?" she says "yeah probably not, if you did, they'd send you to johansasburg. you should take a gun and your cell phone."

i really hate being shoved and bullied into a box i don't want to go into. 'specially after i've said 100 times that i don't like wanna and won't. it does not help anything and it just pisses me off. doesn't seem to matter what I fucking want tho, i get shoved in the box anyways. i'm so tired of people trying to to railroad me into whatever they