I'm feeling a little bit better, although not much. I've come to the conclusion that mood stabilizers actually do something. Heretofore I thought they were just a crock. I've missed my meds about six times in the past two weeks. I just don't want to. I can't sleep, so I'm on a strange schedule and don't want to take them at the wrong time. ( Read more... )

blahblahblah. They always do get worse, though. Always. I may be leaving Eastern next semester. I'm just having too hard of a time dealing with this all. I fucked up by being bipolar and scared of my teacher; now he doesn't want to accept any of my work from the whole semester. I want to die. No, really. I have no will to live. I was ( Read more... )

I feel terrible. Whoo ( Read more... )

Bill gave me a chin hickey...
and by chin hickey, I mean he grabbed my chin and squeezed it tightly in his fist and now I have a big hickey-looking bruise on my chin.
I should have stopped him, but I didn't know what he was doing.
Jerk. I gave him a cheek hickey, and now it looks kind of like he got punched in the face.

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Wow. I'm perceptive. I just realized I had Dave Matthews Band - Grey Street playing over and over again on my iPod. Craziness ( Read more... )

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need i say again that i feel like shit? always. i'm never at peace with myself, my life or my surroundings ( Read more... )

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Goo Goo Dolls ( Read more... )

never has an hour seemed so long. at least never since the last time i said that. i've been and am currently at work since nine, and i'm stuck here til midnight. people are being fucking loud and annoying - my main reason for hating this shift. that, and the late part ( Read more... )

  I'm legally legal now. As in, "barely legal sluts"-legal and alcohol-law legal. My dad drove up for Parents' Weekend/my birthday and was here from Friday afternoon until this morning. To be honest, it was probably the best birthday I've ever had. I mean, my dad and Bill were here in the same place with me, and it was just nice. I'm feeling really ( Read more... )