Hey there

[nigelstattoo]

Physically, I'm doing well. Still numb and sore, but better. Not sleeping too well. Getting up around 5 because my back is killing me. It's weird. Anyone who has had a C-section should understand. It's numb and tender and burny all at the same time. Undies are sooo not my friend right now. The Dr. is pleased with his work (LOL). Pathology came back

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[soundofthebell]

♥

[airmiles]

*big hugs*

I'm sorry you are feeling that way :(

[musikgrl]

Oh, how difficult it must be for you. I cannot imagine.
I hope that you start to feel better, both physically, and emotionally, soon.
In the mean time, DO NOT feel guilty about feeling the way you do. You have every right to have those feelings after what you have gone through over the years.

WHen you are ready, just be honest with your sister. Tell her, your family, everyone, what you have just said here. You love her and are happy for her, but are having a hard time. It is normal, and HUMAN, and honestly, should be expected considering the circumstances.

Don't force it, but don't avoid it. Just take it day by day. Don't hold back, allow yourself your grief, saddness, anger, etc.

praying for you!
**hugs**

[zeth_24]

I'm thinking of you.
xx

[sanhedralyte]

*hugs* }:{