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i hate my life right now.
my birthday is on wednesday & what special things am i doing? NOTHING. i'm going to a show. wow. it probably won't even be fun. i was going to have a party here because greg is having a going away party & we were going to have our partys together. he's getting a keg. but no. i'm not doing that. who the fuck would come anyway? i hate the entire town of hurricane minus about 5 people. & i wouldn't want anyone to come unless they brought be a gift. because im a bitch like that. so yeah. my mom told me she has me 3 big things & a few little things. she said she got me something i've been begging for. WELL GUESS WHAT? I'VE FUCKING WANTED CONTACTS FOR 5 MONTHS BUT AM I GETTING THEM? PROBABLY NOT. i finally talked her into getting me an ipod. I DON'T WANT ANYTHING BUT CONTACTS GOD DAMMIT. i told her NOT to get me anything because that was ALL i wanted. BUT HELL NO MEGAN DOESN'T GET THEM. it's my god damn 16th birthday i should atleast get what i want since i'm not getting a god damn car. my mother has been so fucking mean lately. & i'm not just saying that. she's been going through all my purses & asking me a bunch of questions. i wanted to sneak out & hang out with my friends on wednesday night but HELL NO that's not happening. & my mom said i'm grounded & we aren't even doing anything the day of my birthday. WTF?!!!!!!!. that's sooo f'd up. so now the only thing i'm doing is going to the underoath show on saturday & spending the night at jenny's sisters. but that will probably not work out because things never work out for me. i don't even want to go to school on wednesday. i HATE school. i HATE hurricane. & i HATE birthdays. the end.