Today has been a bit of weird one. The weather has been a bit pants and it seems my mood seems to reflect that. I had a bit of a lapse about P :-(...felt really sad for a while. I don't quite understand why I feel this way as it's not really like we spent that much time together but i suppose distance doesn't really matter if you feel you ( Read more... )

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Four letter word just to get me along ( Read more... )

Got one more exam to go!! wooop! And an outstanding essay :-s but I went out with German Ben last night...he is a very well travelled man...He's either 29 years old or 21...I'm thinking that he's probably 21 now but fuck me has he done a lot with his life. He's feom a completely bohemian academic background. he is very very intelligent...still ( Read more... )

Love this song so much it's disgusting ;-) and he aint half bad looking either!!

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Woop...only two exams to go!!! I'm well chuffed! Apparently Thursday i will be meeting up with Ben...as in the German...well British but grew up in Germany...the one that's a tad eccentric and very eloquent. I have to say he does intimidate me slightly...and I don't get intimidated easily at all...I'm still trying to figure out why he has this ( Read more... )

Haha....ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the randomness of the past week...yeah...I am pretty much over Patri :-D...wooooooooop!!!...I don't particularly miss the relationship anymore it's like yeah it was good at the start...but then he was a little bit of a dick and i think he started to take me for granted...allbeit I probably did take him a little bit for ( Read more... )

meeeeeeh i think i'm over but it's only because i'm into Phil :-s and the fool is goining bach home over summer :-s...i'm not expecting anything just because i don't have a good track record with men BUT at least i knoe he likes me :-)...and he reaaaaaaaaaaally wants me :-)...and i didn't do anything with him...although i was tempted!! (it's been ( Read more... )

Haha!!! Mr Phil from work just asked me to go for a drink with him tonight....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrg!!!! lol...damnit I'm kinda nervous...cus he's really nice...and it's tonight!!! I feel like such a frikkin teenager it's wrong!...damnit it's wrong!...but i'm not gonna get too excited...nope nope

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Ok...so I did my oral..one out of the way :-)...almost done with my two essays...ish got talking to a guy on my course...really nice...and cute lol...then my ex Jo showed up lol...i was SO nervous it was unbelievable I've kind astarted smoking again momentaily untill the exams finish and I'm not stresed anymore...but I couldn't even roll one this ( Read more... )

Well...ok not only is there Larz..but there is now also Phil as in Phil Dobby, and Jon (Leeds United peeps) and now...Ben as in October guy has been sending me messages too...thankfully he's not being as suggentive as usual...as i do find it a bit crass..i am a classy lady as you know!!...he was gonna pop round too...but I've got my oral tomorrow ( Read more... )