I was right ... I did nothing on Saturday. I talked to Eric for awhile and just went to bed early. Sunday morning I had my soccer game -- what fun! No, it wasn't that bad. I gotta love our defense <3 hahaha. It's Crusher love ... really. We ended up winning, either 5-2 or 6-2, who knows. I came home and did a whole lot of nothing. Danielle's dad ( Read more... )

Wednesday, I'm pretty sure I did absolutely nothing. It was my first and last day of school for the week. I still felt like crap, so I was in a bad mood. Surprisingly, I didn't have too much makeup work, so yay for that. Thursday I had a dentist appointment in the morning, how fun. Then I got to go spend the day with my love <3. I went over around ( Read more... )

All better =). I finally was able to hold some food down, so woo hoo! And I got to stop by and see Eric <333. I only stayed for like 15-20 minutes, but hey, it's better than nothing. I like his earring, a lot. He threw me in a pile of leaves though --- but that's okay, I brought him down with me =P. Man, I love that boy <3. Now I'm home and I need ( Read more... )

well, after an extremely long night, i think i'm okay. man, i don't know what i'd do without my friends. i talked to moe last night, that helped a lot. and i even resorted to calling gio -- not even to talk. just cause i knew i could sit on the phone with him and cry, and he'd sit there and listen, even if i wasn't saying anything. thennnn i cried ( Read more... )

This has nothing to do with anything, I just need to do something to make myself feel better right now. i know that i overanalyze everything, and i can be a total drama queen, but i just can't keep my feelings inside as easily as others. i'm upset, i cry, it's uncontrolable, it just happens. but lately, i've just been getting upset over everything ( Read more... )

The last day that I updated, didn't turn out to be a good day ... not even a decent day. It was right up there with one of the worst in my life. I was told some things, there were a lot of tears, a lot of "I'm sorrys" ... stuff like that. I guess things are better now, or on their way to being better. Nothing can be fixed that fast, but we're ( Read more... )

Saturday I honestly sat around and watched movies all night. I worked on my history project for a little while, but that's all. Sunday morning we had that soccer game, it wasn't that bad. They're really from Staten Island, their accents drove me freaking insane, but that's besides the point. We had the game tied at 2-2 for most of the game, then ( Read more... )

The rest of the week was boring, nothing too exciting. Thursday we had an assembly all morning until 9:00 about violence prevention. Some guy talked to us for awhile, I learned that Monmouth County has the best heroin ... good lesson, right? Haha, our school is so dumb. Oh right, we also started conditioning on Thursday. It was fun actually, we ( Read more... )

Sunday night was just annoying. I had a really bad headache and didn't feel well at all, but whatever. Monday I had school, which I wasn't happy about. Eh, it wasn't good, but I guess it wasn't bad either. My head still hurt all day, so that made me mad. Today was a good day though =). I love rain <3. Anyway, so Eric called me this morning during ( Read more... )

Things are better, things are definitely better <3. *Sighhh* I'm in love. So school was annoying as usual. I had an Algebra 2 test / quiz thing. I don't think I did too bad, or at least I hope. I went over Eric's around 5:15ish. It was good to see him =). We layed around for awhile, then we had a birthday dinner for his dad. Yay for family time ( Read more... )