Here is your single's love horoscope
for Tuesday, September 19:

Think you know everything about love? Feel like you've seen it all when it comes to dating? Boy, are you in for a surprise! The stars are about to send you a zinger straight to the heart, and you'll love it.

everything makes me cry.
everything makes me feel alone.

it's so bad lately.
tonight, for the first time in awhile, i felt wanted.
at least it lasted for a bit.
maybe that's the only way to feel that way.

who knows.
it's depressing.

You can't think about things you want to change. Just be yourself.
- Ethan Embry.

People say they love truth, but in reality they want to believe that which they love is true.
- Robert J. Ringer.

So this one didn't work out. Believe it or not, this has nothing to do with you. That sounds funny, but when you think about it, you don't really know much about this person. So be kind to yourself and let it go.

...surprise surprise

9/13 single ( Read more... )

People only see what they are prepared to see.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson.

i hate love ( Read more... )

It is not length of life, but depth of life.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson.

"And walked straight into this mess of mine.."

i scare myself.
alot.
and i think too much. and i write in this gay thing.
because if i dont get it out...ill do something stupid..
and i dont want anymore scars. and i dont want the next time to be the forever scar...

i dont like these feelings. 
am i really this fucked up? 
i just want to open myself up and find the real happy old me deep inside.
i miss ( Read more... )

p.s
what do you do when someone who you haven't seen in awhile but trust basically tells you that they have no hope in your mother living?

way to kill all hope.