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[nightcookie]

I'm getting so fed up *literally* with myself! Why can't I stop eating? Where is my fucking willpower? I'm nothing. No, I was wrong, I am something, I'm a fucking loser! I'm so depressed, so very depressed. It's just in time that I will take my razor blade and slash another clean cut into my flesh, watching my blood drip in a satisfied, yet numb

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[anonymous]

your body is telling you something. What good is being thin if you are dead???

wow!

[anonymous]

u seriously are living my life right now. its crazy. well i am i guess. but anywho i feel youre pain. trust me. im trying so desperatley to loose weight this week but its so difficult. im not a strong person when it comes to temptations. and i desperatley need 2 be 98 pounds. and i cant sleep at night either. i get so depressed i feel like im forced to cut. and it helps. for a while. but its so hard living in a lie. hiding all this from my parents and freinds. peolpe are noticing im acting strange. and im always so tired and cold. i dont want to do anything anymore.i dont care about anything anymore and i just want to sleep. but even then i cant. if u ever want to talk e-mail me: monicacasperino@aol.com