Who gets drunk the night before their first race of the year...? this girl..and Lindsey. It feels good to have a close girlfiriend...one who is close by. though I miss my best girlfiends. R and E, though I saw one of you last night :)

So I've no learned how to cook...today I made vegetarian kashi chile, and vegetarian Quinoa soup...Mmm yes I know :) actually they are both REALLY GOOD! Wish you were here to eat them? yeah I know :) Anyways...It's funny how much I have learned since being back in this great state of Michigan....living on my own, in every fashion that I have ( Read more... )

I am happy...so why am I being so self-destructive? Ugh. Sometimes I wonder what I am thinking...sometimes I can figure it out. Today, however, I can not ( Read more... )

I remember no why I drank in college....I remember why becuase I just had the hardest test in A VERY loong time....damn...if only you were here to go get a drink with me....I could use it...

Date number 2 was great...he's SUCH a gentleman....I mean I have never in my 25 years dated someone who stands when I get to the table...like I'm not even "dating" him...but on the second date :) He showed me that there really are NICE NICE NICE guys out there....and he's kind of dorky, not nerdy, and I like it :) Ahh....Soo much I have learned ( Read more... )

tomorrow is...DATE NUMBER 2!! Yikes :) I'm totally geeked for it :) Or maybe I'm just a geek? haha...anyways, i'm stoked....it's going to be wicked fun ( Read more... )

I think I might be allergic to kiwi....and if I had never met Jillian I never would have known that people are allergic to such a thing. It was super scary....probably one of the scariest things in a loong time....I was home alone...I panicked....But I'm okay. wow ( Read more... )

Last night Lindsey and I had our girls night....some snacks and movies....much needed!! We watched Little Miss Sunshine...neither of us loved it, or hated it....It had a really good message, that's all I could say about it. I dont know...I think I just really am not in to movies like that. It was ok. Other than that the weekend was phenomenal ( Read more... )

Oh how much do I love Rachel Verhaar....I mean I know you no longer are a "verhaar" but to me you are....VandenBerg.....haha ( Read more... )

Nothing may come of this, and that's okay, but it's been a really long time, if ever, that a guy has called the next day to make sure I was okay. We didnt even have sex, but he's really sweet, and cute...and I dunno. It was nice to know that there ARE guys out there, that still care. caring is a good thing. This would be good. We'll see where ( Read more... )