It may be too late for this but I have to post it anyway ( Read more... )

I thought that things would never rise again ( Read more... )

Sad people with happy faces -

we all believe
that we could be
the lucky one to find...

a certain soul
to fit our mold
it's only in our mind.

Sad people with happy faces -

This is the last straw... I have to end it now ( Read more... )

I sent Amber an email the other day about how I felt. I spent some time over at her house a week or so ago talking and just helping each other with what was going on in our lives.. strictly fraternal... but being around her was intoxicating. So I decided to tell her how I was feeling. Since that night i thought about her all the time and called her ( Read more... )

I don't know what i'd do with out coffee. I really didn't like coffee till my sophmore year in college. It took me a year of stress and independance to appreciate the power of coffee I guess. So many flavors... so many ways to fix it... My personal favorite at the moment is with a splash of irish cream...mmm.... makes me want some bailey's ( Read more... )

Ok so i'm like totally 10 times better now. I took a long hot shower and washed off all of my thoughts... literally and figureatively for those of you who saw my hand on monday. Things between me and girl and guy girl and I have in common are getting a lot better, but roommate stepped into the picture today and decided to stir muddy water, damn it ( Read more... )

List of things to do this week ( Read more... )

I"m sick, i'm tired, and i'm sick and tired of all this bullshit. AHHHHH ( Read more... )

How do you go about being with someone when your are Affection and Rejection come frequently the same, and you can never tell which will be next?

How do you start a relationship every day, and never know if it was right?

How do you find the courage to wait, when right now is so tempting.....

How can I be sure i'm not the guy on the side?