I got a place where all my dreams are dead

[nightingalegirl]

Tell Me Something. Anything.

A secret, a story, a picture, a word to describe what you're feeling, your biggest fears, what makes you happier than anything, what you love, what you hate, a band, your middle name, a recipe, how you feel about me, all of the above or something completely different. Make it anonymous.

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[anonymous]

I'm really alone. Love alone. And it really hurts. A lot. I can really feel pain inside. Because it hurts so much. It's sounds really cheesy and that's why I don't say it much. But I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Maybe I don't know enough people. Maybe I'm really not that attractive to anyone. But it's my biggest fear, that I'll be alone forever. It really is. Never really having a true love? It really scares me. A lot. I feel pathetic and like a child. If anyone ever asked me if I have a relationship with someone, I wouldn't know what to say. I hate lying. So I wouldn't lie. But, I mean, how would I then look when they find out the answer is no? When I watch movies and read stories like The Notebook I get even sadder even though I love stories like that. Because having a love like that is so beautiful. But I get sadder because I know it's just another thing I never had. Or probably would have. I'm happy for everyone I know in relationships. But I just can't help but think every time I see any of them together "what's so wrong with

[anonymous]

A secret; I love sappy romance novels/movies more than I should.
A story; When I was in the hospital I dreamt (though it felt real and I could have sworn I was awake) that my grandmother came to me to tell me everything would be alright. I started to feel more confident with my condition after that and slowly began to recover.
A picture; How do you "tell" a picture? Nonsensical.
A word to describe what you're feeling; Confusion, always confusion.
Your biggest fears; Neglect, being alone, losing loved ones, and Failure.
What makes you happier than anything; Seeing someone smile or laugh and know that it was because of me.
What you love; My computer.
What you hate; Stereotypes.
A band; Radiohead.
Your middle name; N/A
A recipe; Sugar, Spice, and everything nice.
How you feel about me; Awesome person. Hands down.
Something completely different; I do believe in Fairies I do, I do.

Fairies

[clearlytaupo]

Yay! I believe in fairies, too! I do, I do!

[anonymous]

X Box, Dashboard Confessional, baseball obsessiveness , Avril, and.... fox news "fair and balanced".

What do they all have in common?

THEY SUCK.

^-^

[anonymous]

What can I say? What don't you already know?

Well, I'm a really open person. Really. I don't have many secrets. I tell my friends everything I'm feeling but little of what I'm thinking, unless it involves me being brutally honest. I really don't put a lot of stock in my emotions and tend to either ignore them or beat them down into a bloody pulp. That's probably not a good tendency, but it's the way I work. It keeps me from going insane with FEELINGS. I'd even go as far as to say that I hate my feelings. Sometimes, I just wish I were apathetic. Things would be better that way.

Then again, if I were apathetic, I would never be able to write effectively.

Nothing in life is perfect. Lesson #1.

mmm sandwich.

[anonymous]

Re: mmm sandwich.

[euphoric_hope]

haha, you are awesome.
♥