I think it's really really hard. I mean, clearly I think that, because I just wrote a big geedee entry about it.
I think you are a good friend. I think you used to not let people in so much as you do now. I think you're getting more sure of who you are. I think there must be cool people in CB who would be happy to be friends with you. I also thnk you should go to NSCAD, or you'll always wish you had.
I stalk them online appartently ;) I have a huge problem making REAL friends. People get to a certain point with me and then I just freeze up when it's time to bring them closer. People can sit on the edge of my soul for DECADES thinking that they have connected with me. In fact I sweat whenever I think of calling them and am TERRIFIED of being in a situation where we have to spend any amount of "quality time" alone with each other. Unfortuantly I made friends with another person with the same problem a few years back. In short.. we NEVER hang out! Buck up. I have hope for both our types!
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I think you are a good friend. I think you used to not let people in so much as you do now. I think you're getting more sure of who you are. I think there must be cool people in CB who would be happy to be friends with you. I also thnk you should go to NSCAD, or you'll always wish you had.
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I have a huge problem making REAL friends. People get to a certain point with me and then I just freeze up when it's time to bring them closer. People can sit on the edge of my soul for DECADES thinking that they have connected with me. In fact I sweat whenever I think of calling them and am TERRIFIED of being in a situation where we have to spend any amount of "quality time" alone with each other. Unfortuantly I made friends with another person with the same problem a few years back. In short.. we NEVER hang out!
Buck up. I have hope for both our types!
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