You want the positive or negative?Since I am a bit pissed..I'll do positive.Ray and even the drummer turned out cool.I was worshiped for my beauty.That is too;mhhm,go me!I was the center of mens eyes at the club,etc.The kj business stuff turned out good.Got some net working done there too.NNNOwww,here comes the bad.To put it bluntly James was an ( Read more... )

Yeah!James called at 10 in the morning to make sure I am still coming.huem..I have almost everything packed.I get to James and go to the concert to see him play.I hope ray is going to have his ass in gear.So I havent wasted my time in the matter of promotion for this.Anyhow off to get the contract wrote up.RED

It is 2 am.I just figured out how to do something on my journal,by accident.Still go me..I have Krassjudgements profile almost done.James has not called at all.I told chris to tell him to call me,,?Rite now I should be finnishing that zipper skirt.And kj's stuff.A deftones song is on the radio.It is the song Joey always played for me.I miss him.I ( Read more... )

Wes is at a good placement with me.Good friends shall come of this.He is not afaired of anything I through at him;just fasinated by it.He is such a goof.He hugged me again at first it was to stringle me be then he gave a nugg of a hug.Jim looks to me..With needed eyes.I think he knows that rite now is not a good time to talk to me.REASON?Thats easy ( Read more... )

Rachel calls me at 8 IN the fucking morning.In turn I somehow actuadently called Ray.I actually YElled ''Ray its fucking 8 o'clock in the morning! why are u calling,damn it.Mind u I am in a zombie like state.HE replies U called me;I am saying nooo..U did.The poor man didnt have a chance.Rachel RElizes that maybe I am trying with all my might to get ( Read more... )

That needed advise I am.I went and saw my college adviser.He is really cool.So he told me I can take voice lessons,and giutar lessons!Hell yes!James called me and I had been singing the nite before;was out in the cold,etc.So He heard death speaking to him.hehe.Poor thing he got up just to talk to me.I was so just wanting some sleep.He'll call soon ( Read more... )

I cant remim how to spell that word but hey it works.For the emotions that are coming outta me.Rachel shows back up.I talked to her for a few minutes.TO hear that she is moving back to va..This is some what good for her..She tells me that she needs to discuss things with me.I hope there is nothing negative that she needs to tell me about James... ( Read more... )

That is a good question.She came up to my work twice.But I was either busy or some dumb new person told her that they didnt know where I was.She is offically MIA.Her parents are out looking for her rite now as I type.I am staying at my house in case of her showing up.I pray she is ok.I am to state this dear Jill has not only fell down the hill but ( Read more... )

That I am just impossible.lol.I will James this chance when I go to va.But thats it really.I am serious.lol.I have this skirt that I am going to sew for it.It has 4 up and down WORKing zippers.I told rachel about it...Told her that I'd ask James to make sure that a zipper wasn't caught.She said,"ur evil,hehe.But sluty.So evil,hehe.This is why I ( Read more... )

I am going to let the crystal slip on James,.Damon was excited to talk to me.We are going to get together soon.Now that he has his own place I can just go and check in for a night.I am getting bored of things here.It is mainly cabin fever,I guess.But I cant never seem to be able to go out and enjoy myself.I cant aford it mainly.I am going to make ( Read more... )