Work good. Date boy good. Grunt-snort.

So.. I've been thinking about getting a dildo. To all you women readers - Tis true. I have yet to purchase what seems to come standard in every woman's not so obvious obvious drawer/hiding spot. And yes. I meant to type obvious twice. Other than that.. How is it that every time you just start enjoying your time alone, there is some sort of ( Read more... )

It will be good to get out of town for a few days. I know I was just in Paducah.. but this is different. I'll be out of town. Any town. We're going camping for the weekend. Should be leaving with-in the next hour (should being the key word) and not coming back until sometime Monday. Been awhile since I've been camping. I'm pretty happy about ( Read more... )

Was time for a change. Simple is good.

I'm finally doing what I know I should be doing. I'm giving my all.. in a distanced fashion. That's the thing about me. I always try.. really fucking try.. to give my best. Sometimes, my best isn't the best thing to do. I realize this and have done more than just jot it down in some little mental notepad, that will later be stored in some ( Read more... )

So.. I'm officially a non-smoker. It's been a little over a week and man is it different. I've been a smoker for the past 10 1/2 years of my life. Crazy stuff. Just sitting here thinking about that. It's so strange.. how when you try to quit, all the smokers mob up on ya. Say the "you'll be back's" and do shit like blow smoke in your face, ( Read more... )

I was thinking, earlier, just how strange it is to be writing here. Not the general idea of it. Writing my mind for all to see. Just a bit more specific to time.. events. I guess it was different with Mike. He didn't read any of this until after we split up. But Matt... Matt's been here since I started writing. Maybe not so much in the ( Read more... )

How have you been? I haven't talked to you in awhile. Oh yeah? That's crazy. Me? Eh.. pretty much just working. I occasionally go out, but more or less am enjoying my solitude while I still have it. The boy? Well.. we had a chat. Decided things weren't really working that well the way things were going. So yeah. He's in California, ( Read more... )

I'm starting to seriously question my sanity.

Maybe I'll post more on this someday.

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