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[nightmare_moon]

So it's been a year since I started at Walmart, which is two months shy of when I started my hormones. 1 more year and I will have run the estimated course of a second puberty. Part of me is elated at the changes that have happened thus far, the other part looks in the mirror in fear that this will never work the way that it should. Mostly that

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[boigrrl1der]

I hear ya. I too was in the grey area. It was really hard for me. Part of me wanted to stay in that area while part of me couldn't wait to finally move past it. While I am sir'ed a hell of a lot more about 99% that 1% is still on the phone....I still get ma'am'ed on the phone...blah! Anyway, I hear you. We should talk about passing as a group...maybe at the next gender and java meeting. It's important to talk about... :)

[nightmare_moon]

Yeah I think that is a good idea actually, it's all I've been thinking about lately, that and if I am making the right choice, sometimes lately I get into these moments where I don't feel that need to change my body or act like a girl, it's scary to think that I could of gone this far and now a year into it I am having a change of heart...

[boigrrl1der]

We'll do that then....and the next Gender and Java meeting...we'll discuss passing. And you know....it isn't unusual to get even surgery and have a change of heart. It's better to figure it out now than do something even you'll regret. *hugs* we'll get through this together!