Fuck it, just fuck it!

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Time has come and gone so quickly, it’s hard to believe I have actually lived through some of the events over the past few months. The pain and loneliness I have experienced in these past cold months have given a new meaning to the word, empty. Sometimes people go away, and that's how you lose them, some go away in there head or mature as time ages ( Read more... )

Happy Kiss My Ass Day jackoffs

I took the Shuttle bus today, it took me through the broken homes and don area of Hartford and my friend, these city lights just remind me of a shine that was once in your eyes ( Read more... )

The sun hurts after a long night...

Chilled out with my homies last night, really cool party full of punk and metal music. Crazy go nuts to say the least, hopfully the first of many parties this semester.

I guess I just need to focus on better things, stop thinking of how things used to be and start seeing things for how they are.

On a more postive note...
HAPPY 19th Birthday Emily!

Went to my friend Ty's apartment for new years, it was a good time. I cleaned up most of my friends mess, I didn't get too drunk, just didn't seem right at the time, I knew I would have gotten 1000000 times more depressed if I drank like I wanted to, but I only funneled a few beers and took some shots, it was ok ( Read more... )

Parent’s house arrested me tonight... fuckin fun fun!

I went up to the top of my garage, drew, smoked some cloves and listen to X and Son of Sam. The heater up there is worth its weight in shit! I was freezing my ass off, but its the only place I could be alone... how sad.

But in the loads of spare time I had, look what I found out!!!

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There's nothing to do here anymore, wait, there never was.

My parents think I'm a druggy, heh what else is new?

I tried to have positive outlook, but then I realized, the positive world I was viewing was just a picture and was not out the window...