"Original - A first form from which varieties arise. An authentic work of art as opposed to an imitation or reproduction ( Read more... )

I'm reaching the point where I no longer believe in my own strengths. The highlights of my life are limited, and I cannot find a source of my pride, for I have nothing I should be proud of ( Read more... )

Revelation 4: I never figured that my own head would be my worst enemy.

I put too much on myself.  I keep thinking that all these worries are my own responsibility to solve, and my only true responsibility remains untouched, and the prison of my mind locks me in deeper so.

Where does that leave me now?  It seems like a while since I ( Read more... )

Revelation 3: I melt if your mouth like liquid sugar.

I deviate from myself all the time and it comes as a shock to nobody I'm sure.  There are times when I think that I can do better when I just go out and make something of my life, but I realize then I have 2 lives to maintain, each of them without the promise of a strong future.

The title of this ( Read more... )

What a long 2 weeks I have had.  I did the impossible, and strived to achieve the great.  A plan what hatched in and in a single moment I found myself face to face with something I have been living with for over a year.  How did it go you say ( Read more... )

I know I keep procrastinating the new posts, but I have been awfully busy lately with job hunting, meeting new people (lol), and chores around the house.  I have succeded in clearing my head, and the next part fo the revelation project will be coming soon.  In the meantime, I welcome you to add me on my new Skype accounnt and comment here on what ( Read more... )

Revelation (Introduction): Undiscovered Reasoning

The above was taken from the journal I kept long ago. In it, I came up with dozens of ideas and brilliant theories that I could not even begin to comprehend with my adult mind. I never knew that one day these ideas would turn out to be the work of a long lost genius. Where did my madness go?

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Love operates on balance.


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I’ve got this song playing over and over into my head. I keep thinking that the solution to my misery is somehow hidden in this song, and that maybe if I listen to it enough I can find the answers I have been looking for.

Theorem 14: The Gift, and the Curse

I keep this theorem to myself for the sole reason that the only person I wrote it for is me. ( Read more... )