"Now she had to built that world again so she could block a new pain. The pain she got for loving someone too much. She had told herself a million times not to fall in love but her heart disobeyed her wishes and had let him in, desperate to fill that burning emptiness inside. He was just like her, he lived inhis own world but it was because he ( Read more... )

Looks like I never had to make a decision after all. He made it for me ( Read more... )

Looking back on some relationships I've been in, I thought I had been in love. I was mistaken. I've never really known what love is until now. It's amazing and scary at the same time. And I hope it never leaves. I hope he never leaves.

Maybe if I was stronger, I could leave the person that makes me happiest. But I can't. I tried. I just can't.

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I wish I was a bird, and could fly above the hellish torment we call life.

Dammit. Hockey practice was canceled. Fuckers.

*laughs insanely* Oh, it hurts so much, but it's so funny. I have no reason, yet every reason for it to hurt. I think I've lost it. Life is nothing but one big crap-filled bucket of irony and karma.

I figure if I can make one entry a month, I'm doing good. School is going well. I'm trying to adjust to a new campus, dealing with meeting people. I think that the people in my education classes are going to be close knit by the end of the semester. We've already banded together about our crappy Intro to Ed and Teaching professor. This campus ( Read more... )