I'm in Myrtle Beach right now. The beach and ocean are beautiful, and much shopping is to be had, but I am so incredibly burnt. I somewhat resemble a two legged lobster with a Mandi face. I'm dead serious. It's bad and it hurts like hell. Ah well. Thats what happens when I get prolonged sunlight. Meh. Anyways, it's gorgeous weather down ( Read more... )

Have you ever doubted something? No doubt you have. But then, you feel as if you shouldn't doubt what you're doubting in the first place. Oh but you doubt still, without a doubt. Unfortunately, this is how I feel. Remarkably and completely dubious. Mum has been placing doubts in my mind about someone I care about immensely...I only wish I ( Read more... )

So, I watched the news and in Hell, Michigan, they're having parties tomorrow to celebrate 6/6/06. It amused me sooo much. Just thought I'd share that with you all since it made me giggle uncontrollably. Road trip to Hell anyone? *winks*

Things are better for me lately. A little. Mom is on my case more than ever. She's been yelling at me for everything. Name something, and she's been yelling at me about it. The one good thing that's happened to me is Josh. He's a hockey guy, and I know I said I'd never date a hockey boy again, but I lied. Can you blame me?? :P Mum doesn't ( Read more... )

Today is one of the days I can't sleep. Today is one of the days where I feel totally and utterly alone in my own personal burdens. Today is one of the days where I feel so totally unwanted for things other than my body. Today is one of the days where I'd like nothing more than to drink myself into forgetting everything. Today is one of the ( Read more... )

Argh...Some boys are so frustrating. Why can't he take a claue and realize that I am not his, and never will be? To be quite honest, I'd rather slit my own throat. Perhaps I should take a more blunt approach???

Life ain't always beautiful ( Read more... )

I must look just like a fool here ( Read more... )

Life is decent right now, if not a little, ok a lot, busy. Sometimes I wish I had more time for more interesting pursuits, but until school is out for the semester, it'll be hard. I'm once again contemplating going to Massachusetts come fall for school. The only thing holding me down is my beloved friends here. Spring Break was decently fun. I ( Read more... )

You know, I look at some people and I wonder why they haven't grown up yet. I wonder if immaturity is attractive, and if it is, I wonder why I scorn it so. I look at people and wonder why they think they are so significant, when really in the big scheme of things, they are nothing. Everyone is nothing, except to themselves. I wonder why some ( Read more... )