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I am just about THROUGH with Minnesota guys. I can't take it anymore. Everytime I try and make stuff happen, it always backfires and blows up in my face! Screw it, I AM done with them.
So, yeah, I told this guy I'm starting to like him and he told me he has a girlfriend so I'm all that's cool ya know I can understand. THEN he says "But, I still love you." I'm like oh kay then...don't tell me that because I might believe it. And he got SO pissed he's like you always think I'm lying to you blah blah blah. So, I told him no, you're one of the most honest people I know. And he didn't care...which he IS one of the most honest, BRUTALLY honest people I know. And I used to like him A LOT and then I recently started getting back into it. But, now that he almost made me cry, I don't know what I think of guys...but I know I hate them.
It also made me realize why I don't act on things, when I do, it kills me. So, that's how I realized why I'm so lazy. And it was funny cause Mandee said something like "It sounds like that stupid saying I hate, after you've been kicked off the horse, you need to get back on...or something like that" I don't what it was really but it was something like that and I said, well if you got kicked off the horse, it obviously didn't want you there in the first place. She called me cynical. Well, I had a good reason and know what. OH WELL!
On a lighter note, which there is none. I'm going! G'day, and enjoy yourselves...
<3 Sarah