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Hey guys...I'm doing good, just kinda worried at the moment. My dad is in the hospital...and so is my grandpa (not the one I live with, my other one) and I'm just a little bit scared. The last time that I was visiting at a hospital is when my mom died...and I just don't like them. anyways, I've been hanging out with Sam a lot, got the tests ( Read more... )

Hey, it's me. I just wanted to make a quick update. Everything is going good, I'm learning a lot more songs on the guitar and I have come to realize that I'm a complete goof ball when I am around Sam. Man, the two of us make a bad pair when we are bored. Sheesh......from talking about random things like the uses of the film from cassette tapes ( Read more... )

Heh...I'm spent. I have went to so many different parties that my head is numb and I'm exhausted. I went to the quiz that caliga went to.......heh.....sort of describes me I think ( Read more... )

I guess that I really don't mean much to people. My heart as completely shattered because of someones doing, I feel like the world is falling down around me, and to top it off, I'm starting to see shit at night that is scaring the hell out of me. Oh no, this couldn't have happened at a different time, Oh no, this stuff happened just has my world ( Read more... )

Its me again. I had a alright day, better than most, but not that great. I still have the same feelings, even though they are hard to pick out. I get jealous at school now. I see all these people....couples walking down the hall and it reminds me of my ex. heh...he broke up with me 2 weeks ago...but it hurts. I shouldn'v have let myself get ( Read more... )

It's me again.....I want to cry so bad...I just want to feel normal again. I feel like my best friend is avoiding me....and my boyfriend broke up with me 2 friday's ago, and someone else that means a whole bunch to me just ripped my heart out. I went to a party this weekend, but I didn't have fun at all...........There were so many times that I ( Read more... )

It's just another day. I accidently stabbed myself the other day...I was trying to cut off the plastic that is around a bottle, and the blade slipped. It was quite funny because I was laughing at my stupidity then I was all...ow...that hurt! yeah...that was funny. Then I was attacked by a skateboard, and now my ankle is messed up and I'm hop-a- ( Read more... )

Its just another day. I come to realize something, something that seems to take over my mind and body.....I can't write it down like this...and I have several poems that I'm going to put in here that I think will explain it all...hopefully it does ( Read more... )

My grandpa just got into another car accident, and he says that he didn't when the entire front end of the car is smashed like no body's business. I laugh at it. He doesn't seem to get the message that he is taking way to much of his medication, and he seems just to think that it is okay to take as much as he wants to everyday. *shrugs* Oh well ( Read more... )