There were fireworks, quickly followed by the thought that he was doing it wrong.

What was your first kiss like?

they know not of faith ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about my mom. We've been fighting a lot lately and I've resorted to self injury many times in the past two weeks because of it. I don't know why she's able to hurt me as much as she does...is it this way with everyone else? I have trouble deciding who to be angry with, my mother or myself. On one hand, I can agree with some of the ( Read more... )

i've become sick ( Read more... )

I can't deny that I was a little scared walking through Coney Island before dawn. At first I thought of Buffy the Vampire Slayer (the movie) and how vampire stuff happened in that amusement park. Those thoughts led to thoughts of Silent Hill. The way my footsteps echoed eerily through the empty park seemed reminiscent of the video game. Some ( Read more... )

You know what I've never experienced? Watching the sun rise over the water at the beach. Never being quite the person with a sensible amount of patience, I've decided to experience that tonight. I'll have to work something out with my brother, since sneaking out is a necessity. I regret that I didn't take a nap today. And also that I have no ( Read more... )

I hate coming home.

I just absolutely love it how certain people think they know me. How they think our "relationship" is "so deep" that they can just dish out antidotes to what they've determined to be my faults and flaws. Keep it up. It amuses me greatly.

Lime jello isn't all that great. These pair of corduroy pants are, though.

Hehe, another victim of PMS:

Brother's friend: did fat boy go to sleep?
Me: he's not fat, and no
Brother's friend: ok
Brother's friend: hes very fat
Me: um...wow, you must not know too many fat people ( Read more... )

There's something about the stillness of my house after everyone has fallen asleep that makes me desire to be awake during those hours. The day approaches so very quietly; I don't think I've ever realized that until a couple of nights ago. I haven't been sleeping well at all ( Read more... )