here i am in my parent's house. no one is here. they're all in arizona at the moment. i honestly don't know why i thought i could handle being here for a month and a half, but here i am. i don't know which bed i should try and sleep in. old room has been taken over by my brother and his old room still looks like it did when he was 12. i ( Read more... )

we are still in LA now. It's been a nice two days of doing nothing, but now it's balls to the wall. tonight we are driving to phoenix after our show and then tomorrow night we are driving to oakland after our show. several funny things have happened in the last two days which i will write about later when i have to time (most likely at my god ( Read more... )

Tour:

Day one:

March 19th, 2004. arcata, CA. Placebo 11PM. we played, there were lots of dudes. some shy girl said hi to me then refused to look at me for the rest of the night. some guy in one of the bands said i could shred. i said "no duh." note to self: take shower. note to self: we don't like dudes.

Day two:
March 20th, 2004. San Deigo, ( Read more... )

girls man....... no wait..... people man, hate um.
you know that whole saying "the world doesn't revolve around you," is crap. the truth is that your perception is the only one you will ever experience and thus the world is viewed, examined, interpreted and validated by you and your judgment. keeping this in mind i am not meaning to say that ( Read more... )

yeah so i don't know what is up with this stuff. girls act like you like them, but say things about their ex girlfriends and how cute other girls are around to you. what is the deal!! i mean you always sit right next to me and touch my arm and my back. and you act all shy and weird and have a weird higher softer voice when i leave. but you ( Read more... )

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yes coffee is good. paper bad....... must stay awake!!!

and so i am sick. I have had a fever of a 102.5 since last night. it will go down for a little while after i take some night time fever stuff, but it just keeps going back up. i don't know what's wrong with me. i need to go to the doctor, , but apparently the insurance company was supposed to put me on a different plan because i live out of ( Read more... )

i can't believe how funny fate can be sometimes. it cracks me up.

I like big dirty things