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[nightstocker]

Just wanted to say i am still alive. Living up here is cool, work is peachy but you'll have that. Starting school again today, going on six years. miss my friends like mad, no phone anymore but you'll have that. thats about it, i'll see you later.

Comments

Lost

[anonymous]

Ben---My dear sweet son. It has been six months since we lost your precious smile. I miss you everyday and hope you are finally at peace. I feel your presence sometime but not enough for me to be at peace with your decision. I ache for what might have been. For the times we will never have together. I'm sorry if I failed you in any way. I miss your smile. Your conversations and opinions. Your hugs. I miss the total you. Until we meet again. Rest in peace my love.
Love you. Your forever in my heart. Mom

Today

[anonymous]

Hey---I have been missing you today. I don't have any other way to talk to you so I will do it here. I wish you could come home and give me a big hug. Love you---mom

Hi

[anonymous]

Missing you today---I just wanted to let you know I love you. mom

Birthdays

[anonymous]

Dominic's birthday was yesterday-6-27 he would have been 33. Yours is on Sunday and you would be 25. Oh how I long to hold you and tell you Happy Birthday. To celebrate your 25th---a quarter of a century old. And we will celebrate it but without you. We will have a cake a let off balloons with messages to you on them. We will remember you and miss you and probley cry for you. I hope you and Dom are celebrating together. I know it will be peaceful and that is comforting but I still would like to see you on Sunday. Maybe you can send a message so I know you are still out there. Love you always.
Mom

messages

[anonymous]

Hi Ben---Thanks for the message on your birthday. It lets me know that what you believed is true. That you still are out there in spirit even though you are not in your earthly body. Yesterday a woman I was talking to said that you were probley done with what you had to do in this lifetime and that is why you moved on to the next. I hope that is true and I hope you are resting and at peace. Love you always---mom