Personal Journal Entry, January
Roberto is gone. It's like what I had seen of him were just ghosts of my own memory--he flitted in and out so--so unlike him not to be clinging to my side. I almost wonder if I was mad to see him around at all. Blades of the Fathers... I hope he's all right.
I can only hope he has found a way back, then I can trust he is doing what he can to stabilize the Gateway to retrieve us. I hope he has told Fredegund what happened... of course he would.
I have been ridiculous of late. I do miss my sister, but why it is hitting me harder now than it was before makes no sense to me.
I need to focus on my duties, and keep an eye out for events at the castle. The arrival of that nobleman a few weeks ago... I still wonder what that was all about.
I haven't seen Sieg lately. I wouldn't be concerned except that I HAVE seen Jale, which means that whereever Sieg is, Jale isn't. Which seems strange, somehow. Knowing Sieg, he's fine, but so few of us from our world are here, and with Roberto disappearing, I don't want to lose anyone else without... without understanding why.
I need to spar.