destiany

[nightwolf505a]

what a word. when is life really complete? can one person be another's destiny? i think i have found mine and yet i cant obtain it. i know no one will really read this so thats why i am saying what i am. if you know something is with out reach should you still crave it? should you truly wish it, want it, need it? or should you just give up? should

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[apollo1020]

hey hey yo big bro i know that im the last person you should lisen to but in my opinion you always want what you cant have and life will always be that way. and i know who this is and how much you care about her i have had girls like that in my life too but you be careful because your setting your self up for a nastie fall it may not be soon and it may be today but even if you get the chance to be the happest person in the world and get the ONE you must still know that ever good thing must end sometime and i know how that sounds but justknow ive been there too and ill be there for you, just please watch your self i know how you can get but do rember its not over yet.
love
derek

[nightwolf505a]

i know little brother im gonna cut the strings today if able. i had a talk last night with marry and she dosent think i should but in order to stop feeling the way i do i have to get her out of my life as much as possible right? hell i almost walked home from port orchard last night. if it wasent for marry i would have still been on the road this morning. but oh well thats just my life right. i think im just gonna focus on me. no one else. well me and the puppys. ill talk to you soon k.
love you,
doug

[apollo1020]

its not always nessesary for you to cut the strings but to "walk on egg shells" if ya know what i mean. and besides maby having her as a friend would be better than as a gf. you remember how hard it was to see her at cowgirls inc think what you would feel if that was your gf then it would hurt more trust me i know. but if your friends now and she realizes that after a while that you are a good person and friend than shell want to mayby want to be with you. ya never know whats going to happen untill it does and that life. if you knew what was going to happen before you did it then there is a chance that you wouldnt do it which would ruin a hole experience for you and your life. i say its best to let it happen and see what comes of it then learn from it. and if you cant see what its teaching you now then mayby you will a year or two down the road or mayby you wont only time will tell. but dont do anything that you might regret later, one person can change a persons life, thats the way things are but in the big picture they are

[nightwolf505a]

well your right thats why im just letting things go the way they were im not goin to stress anything anymore. im just goin to let it go and see what will happen. i just hope that everything goes as good as i know it should.
thanks for the suport love
big bro