Watched Garden State tonight. It left me in one of those transcendent moods….or a stoned mood, whichever one you’re more familiar with. I was elevated over my normal, walking around state, not that much control over what I said. Saw my friends when I walked out…Tim Lenahan was calling this girl babe on his cell phone with a cigarette dangling out ( Read more... )

so, i realize that this is sort of turning into a photojournal and will continue to do so, but i don't much care as i enjoy pictures and also want to avoid getting personal and/or sounding stupid on here. besides, i know some of you love to look at pictures of explo, to find yourselves and friends, and others might just want to see the people i've ( Read more... )

i am having a bit of trouble adjusting to life back home. it feels like the past several weeks perhaps didn't happen, which leads to a rather odd feeling in my stomach. on the bright side, i checked the warped tour schedule and there are several alright bands playing in boston where i can perhaps visit a friend and be in an actual mosh pit for the ( Read more... )

whoo for birthdays. happy birthday to me.

and of course my twin brother, brendan.
mhm.

whoo, i like it here. i will post pictures soon. yale is all gothic and whatnot. i don't need to be eloquent, it's almost midnight godammit! yes for catherine and her laptop. and everybody else here. i will post pictures and wheeee and it is very hot like drenchmeinsweat hot. oh wow was that sexual? no, no. i'm tired and want to fall into bed. i am ( Read more... )

garrr.
i hope there’s not anything going on that i don’t know about
with teenage drama and whatnot.
i know i shouldn’t be so paranoid and
edgy
but i just can’t help it.
well, you know, i’ve got such experience with this sort of thing.

FRIENDS ONLYwhee it's friends only here, folks. ish. (most of the entries are, at least.) oh god well i just had to do it. because i'm stupid and it's a big internet out there. so, yeah, if you're not on my friends list, leave me a note here. or, if you don't have any purpose like getting me to add you or anything...then make it anonymous! and it ( Read more... )

"I saw that the decrees of what to me was Fate, were still issuing from those lips. I saw them writhe with a deadly locution. I saw them fashion the syllables of my name ( Read more... )

  "i see a blank notebook page
                and its my life and
        there is nothing i can think to write
          i fear the thought of symmetry
            i hope you dont see a thing
      i said, smile through everyone you ever see"

blow breath as sugar bucket daughter material scale feeling power stone across brick down knowledge any much measure grey/gray there ( Read more... )