Another old bottle was found that was sitting in my backpack today. Another one I found in my room from who knows when and I forgot to dump it before they found it. So there goes any privliges right
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gah. dood after reading this i feel even more horrible about ditching you guys today...like i went to the confrence at 1130 jess had hers at twelve then we went with my grandpa until like 234 and i asked my mom and she said she didnt trust me to go bye myself..then i wanted to call you guys, but my mom was on the phone, and i was talking her into letting me go when you guys called.. I AM SO SORRY. please dont hate me.
They're worried. They just don't know what to do, how to help you. You look guilty and you've broken their trust before, so they're playing it safe because it's the only conclusion they can come to. Trust is something that comes over time and it's parallel to the balance all beings need to live. Even though you've got a lot of tough shit to endure, just play along until you earn that trust back.
We're all worried about you. I won't pass any judgment because I don't know your situation, but I can offer one thing: lying, if you are lying, won't get you anywhere.
I'm writing this from the library because I havent been home since then. I say ani at my confrence and got a ride to denny's from there. THe entire time we fought and she drove off not giving a shit If i return home tonight or not.
At this point tryign to stay warm because I'm incredibley sick form sleeping out in the cold is a litle more inportant than kissing ass and trying to make them feel comfortable around me and "earn" thier trust back.
And how exactly do I look guilty. Thres a completely empty bottle. Other than that..wheres the evidence that I drank shit since the last time I got poisioning...you seem to have an answer to everthing kate...how about that?
You don't have to kiss ass. Did I say that? No. Did I consider for a moment that it was even possible for you to get past your gargantuan pride? No, and I think I was right with this one. Because then you would see that I'm not attacking you.
I said: You look guilty and you've broken their trust before... Speed reading is fine and dandy, but before you put yourself on defense perhaps you should read a bit more carefully. Let's break it down from there -- in the past year (I'm not talking just 2005, I mean a year from this day), you have gotten alcohol poisoning three times that I know of. I was present for one. Does this not scare the shit out of you? I know it did for me. That's the evidence that they're looking at, Kara. That's why they don't trust you when they find an empty bottle of liquor in your backpack.
I dont realyl give a shit anymore....If I try and prove my innocence all I'll get is more shit and in more trouble for fighting. So fuck it. Everyone's just looking for an excuse to give up on me.
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We're all worried about you. I won't pass any judgment because I don't know your situation, but I can offer one thing: lying, if you are lying, won't get you anywhere.
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At this point tryign to stay warm because I'm incredibley sick form sleeping out in the cold is a litle more inportant than kissing ass and trying to make them feel comfortable around me and "earn" thier trust back.
And how exactly do I look guilty. Thres a completely empty bottle. Other than that..wheres the evidence that I drank shit since the last time I got poisioning...you seem to have an answer to everthing kate...how about that?
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I said: You look guilty and you've broken their trust before... Speed reading is fine and dandy, but before you put yourself on defense perhaps you should read a bit more carefully. Let's break it down from there -- in the past year (I'm not talking just 2005, I mean a year from this day), you have gotten alcohol poisoning three times that I know of. I was present for one. Does this not scare the shit out of you? I know it did for me. That's the evidence that they're looking at, Kara. That's why they don't trust you when they find an empty bottle of liquor in your backpack.
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I dont realyl give a shit anymore....If I try and prove my innocence all I'll get is more shit and in more trouble for fighting. So fuck it. Everyone's just looking for an excuse to give up on me.
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