Awakened by the phone. The Son is up early. Everything there is ok. Just wanted to let us know that. Always good. After last year, here is hoping he does not have back to back hurricanes again
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You and me both my friend... for whatever reason, this week, though especially yesterday and today, I've had what you describe as the "Doberman Daze" as well... what's up with that?
Fuck if I know man....When I get like this, I just try to take my mind elsewhere and not hurt anybody until I can Come Back To the Light. Its probably some kind of defense mechanics at work. I must be sensing that I am being hurt or going to be, so the bad me is out there on my sleeve screaming " Go ahead M.F. make my day!". There is that thinking that the best defense is a quick attack. Art of War/ Book of Five Rings 101 sort of thing. I think maybe I spent way to much time learning to destroy things.
But hey, talking about it helps...Thanks. Don't worry too much, You and I know how to get a grip. Thank god for my spiritual side showing up to save my ass (and others).
Maybe we are just going inside to prepare for something coming. Or maybe its just a bad time of the month.
you know.. I was taught that when we get all edgy like this its exactly what you described... something is coming in, or something is encouraging us to "shift"... naturally grates on our nerves. Its a good thing, we just need to find good outlets like you're describing...
because DAMN was I ever driving my wife insane last night!
Yeah...my wife is one of the things that keeps me in check. She got mad one time because I told her it was her, our close circle, the kids, etc. , that kept me from just doing a few people now and then. That kind of talk scares her. But in reality, I can see how some people without those kinds of things in their lives could just go right off the scale. If something happened to all the good people in my life, I wonder how well I would still keep a grip when it comes to the freak show we live in.
There are even times that I feel a greater compassion for the animal world then I do the human one. That is not something to be particuarly proud of I don't think. But I have had very few animals show themselves as having set out to intentionally hurt me or those I care about. I am much less on guard in their midst then I am in the throngs of humanity.
"If stupidity is the disease, is slapping morons the cure?"
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Mmmmmmmm *ponders where we are in the wheel*
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Its probably some kind of defense mechanics at work. I must be sensing that I am being hurt or going to be, so the bad me is out there on my sleeve screaming " Go ahead M.F. make my day!". There is that thinking that the best defense is a quick attack. Art of War/ Book of Five Rings 101 sort of thing. I think maybe I spent way to much time learning to destroy things.
But hey, talking about it helps...Thanks. Don't worry too much, You and I know how to get a grip. Thank god for my spiritual side showing up to save my ass (and others).
Maybe we are just going inside to prepare for something coming. Or maybe its just a bad time of the month.
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because DAMN was I ever driving my wife insane last night!
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There are even times that I feel a greater compassion for the animal world then I do the human one. That is not something to be particuarly proud of I don't think. But I have had very few animals show themselves as having set out to intentionally hurt me or those I care about. I am much less on guard in their midst then I am in the throngs of humanity.
"If stupidity is the disease, is slapping morons the cure?"
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