Christmas vacation has kicked ass! i got rid of the negative influences in my life and brought in new positive ones! I know it sounds self centered but im sooooo proud of myself ( Read more... )

Guess whos goin' to the ORANGE BOWL ON MONDAY? Thats right... me, anthony, tanya and someone else... jav-a-moondo is going to! its the best seats in the fuckin world! OMG im so excited... and anthony is gonna drive his car... LOL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i cant wait... did i mention he drives a nice car? because thats the only reason im going with him

i worked... thats the boring part.. but i worked with *him* so that made it better... so tanya comes up with the idea of going bowling so after i went home, got changed and headed to the bowling alley everyone was there! There was Tanya, Chris, Jordan, Angel and I... *he* wasnt there because he lives on campus at FGCU and couldnt come all the way ( Read more... )

I couldn't have asked for a better person to enter my life right now... we've known each other for a few months but recently just started talking about a week ago... You know the feeling when you see someone and you get instant butterflies in your belly and a giggle in your heart... well thats how i feel when i see him. Hes such an awesome guy and ( Read more... )

I miss you more than you'll ever know! Its so weird because i have become closer to alot more people but its not filling the emptyness in my heart. Ive never had this feeling before... a feeling of disappointment and lost hope and dreams. I didnt think it would be this bad. Everywhere i turn, something reminds me of you. I cry all the time and for ( Read more... )

This weekend consisted of ( Read more... )

- i try so hard not to think of you but it doesnt work ( Read more... )

I don't understand why ( Read more... )

THE JOURNAL BELOW ( Read more... )

My general thoughts on a few situations ( Read more... )