wow... its not even 11 yet and my day is already stupidly shitty.. like extremely shitty.. fuck..

it all started at EiGHT THiRTY. when my telephone rang... and then like 5 seconds later, i was ripped out of sleep again by my mother because my grandparents were on the telephone and needed to know when i was working on the 26th... fuh-rig... i hate ( Read more... )

man... its like my family is falling apart... my mom didnt take me to get a haircut tonight and took my brother instead.. and i got mad because i thought she forgot about me... and so i had a little spazz session on everyone when she got home and now... everything is out of control.. my brothers both swore at her and left.. and.. man... ive never ( Read more... )

i am so angry..

man.. my parents are friggen ignoring me completely.. i asked them over a month ago to order my computer... my mom is gunna order it NEXT WEEK.. because she JUST put the money on her visa card.. frig.. like, if i need anything, i have to nag them.. or go with them and buy it myself because.. i dont exist anymore.. frig.. they have ( Read more... )

... i was a fool to think that i should stop you from undressing ...

anyways, so... today was pretty uneventful... i love my parent so much though... theyre letting me skip tomorrow afternoon at school just because i dont wanna do the whole winter carnival thingie... but... tomorrow night, sarah is sleeping over and andie might be... i hope andie ( Read more... )

man.. talk about a crappy valentines day ...

to start, i had to go to school... that just makes things incredibly horrible.. i only have peer tutoring homework, once again, but that doesnt change that i had to get up at 6 and go to school.. man.. school, you stink

secondly, its freezing raining... and the roads are all slushy.. so my bus driver ( Read more... )

WELL WELL WELL.. if it isnt little miss nicole... back for some hardcore journal writing... i havent written in this thing in a long time.. so ill update you guys on some crazeh shit thats been going on..

well, i finally mailed off my application to the united world colleges people.. i really hope i get accepted because itd be great to do some ( Read more... )

oh my... i love jake so much

guys, you have no idea how much it excites me that hes my boyfriend.. hmm.. i think his brother is on the net.. because his phone is busy..oh well yah know? ill talk to him soon.. i love him guys..

anyways.. im totally stressed.. but jake makes it al better.. oh my.. im obsessed.. its sad.. lol.. anyways..

guys... im happy.. jake asked me out.. and now.. im his girlfriend.. yay!!! the thing is.. i dunno how proud of me he is.. i mean.. his brother doesnt even know we're going out.. i dunno.. i love jake though.. and i think heloves me too.. he said he likes me.. so i guess maybe he does? who knows.. im pretty sure he does though..

bah..  it doesnt ( Read more... )

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and ( Read more... )

this song.. totally reminds me of jay.. he introduced me to it and i wanna just.. love him always ( Read more... )