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[nikki143]

last night was really weird. i just get annoyed with people sometimes. there are only a few people i could sit and talk to for hours but... i dunno. it really sucked. i went to one of my dad's friend's retirement parties and and didn't get to eat much because i rushed to go home, take a shower, get ready, and meet holly, morgan, and liz at fridays

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[abbybaby2]

Sorry to hear that you got into an argument with your friend... hope it's better. Love you.

[blondie824]

The second paragraph speaks to me on a personal level.
Your words that you wrote have been floating around in my head all day. I'm glad you wrote that so that I could see it in writing. You know? I have found that within the past month, I have been dangling on the edge of the cliff with a string attached to me and the top, and I keep holding on, expecting that string to hold me, but knowing it won't. I wish I could let go, but I'm scared to. I'm scared to do a lot of things. I told someone who doesn't want me in his live that I'm in love with him, and those words meant nothing to him. Absolutely nothing. And then he drove away in his car, and I was left on the sidewalk alone with tears.
It's painful. I think he's okay with the pain I feel though. And that is what hurts the most.

[nikki143]

i think you and i are a lot alike in some ways. we understand each other. i hope you know you can call me talk anytime you want. i'm a good listener.