Title: Ianto´s heart, bonus chapter
Fandom: Torchwood
Disclaimer: Not mine, belongs to RTD and BBC. I just like to play with them.
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Beta: Many thanks to the fantastic help of
veritas6_5 Rating: NC17 (explicit sex scene)
Bonus chapter
It was too late for real restaurants to be open so they went to an all-night diner just a couple of blocks from the Hub. Ianto wasn´t really all that hungry so he settled for a tuna sandwich but Jack ordered a big pasta salad. They made some silly small talk but once they had eaten and were standing in the street again Jack stopped and looked up at the sky.
“Wow!” he said “Look at all those stars!”
“It is beautiful!” replied Ianto. Jack looked at him and put his arm across his shoulders.
“So are you.” he said. Ianto blushed and kept looking at the stars.
“Especially when you blush like a schoolgirl.” Jack added and started tickling Ianto´s side, making him jump. They began to tussle for a minute until Jack grabbed Ianto, wrapped his arms around him and sighed.
“What am I gonna do with you Jones, Ianto Jones?”
Ianto slid his arms around the captain’s waist under his coat and inhaled the intoxicating scent that was Jack's alone. Without even thinking or hesitating he answered:
“Make love to me, Jack.” he whispered in Jack´s ear, surprising them both.
“Well, that is an idea.” Jack held him tight in stillness for a little while as if he needed to think about it before he continued “All right, back to the Hub, then.” He took Ianto´s hand and they walked the short distance in silence.
Once they were down in Jack´s sleeping quarters Ianto got very nervous. Hesitantly he took off his jacket and tie. Jack removed his coat and for some reason Ianto couldn’t help feeling shy about the whole thing and an impulse made him turn his back on Jack while fumbling with his shirt buttons. He could hear Jack getting into bed and glanced at him over his shoulder.
“Anything wrong, Ianto? Change your mind?” asked Jack, who had noticed the sudden change in Ianto´s behavior.
“No, I´m just…” he got mostly undressed but kept his underwear on and sat down on the bed. He felt utterly unsure and the tension was making him shiver. He considered the possibility of just walking away and calling the whole thing off when Jack sat up behind him and put his arms around him.
“You have been through a lot lately. We don´t have to do anything. We can just talk if you want.” His kindness was all it took for Ianto to feel secure again in Jacks embrace and his nervousness dissolved in a flash. He had forgotten how much he missed the feeling of someone’s skin against his own. Well, not just anyone, someone, but specifically Jack´s skin. He could feel his warm torso against his back and tilted his head back to rest on Jack´s shoulder.
“It just feels so different now, you know.”
“I´d be surprised if it didn’t. Last time you were here, there was a great big elephant in the room with us that I wasn’t aware of.”
“I hated lying to you.”
“I know you did. It´s not in your character. That secret must have weighed so heavily on you. To some people lying comes easily but you aren’t the type. You had to have been struggling with it. But everything you did…” Jack paused for a second “it was all in the name of love. And that is why I found it so easy to forgive you.” Ianto freed himself and turned so he could look Jack in the eyes.
“You really have, haven’t you?”
“Of course I have. Question is; have you forgiven me? You were awfully and understandably resentful. And that time I came over to your place, you tried to pick a fight with me. Remember?” The memory flashed into Ianto´s mind. He´d been so drunk, and so stupid.
“Oh, don´t remind me!” Ianto said, and covered his eyes with his hand. “I´m sorry about that.”
“Ianto! You need to stop saying how sorry you are. It´s all in the past now. If we´re ever going to move on you have to let go of the guilt. ” He lay back and pulled at Ianto arm. “Now come here.”
Ianto stood up and removed his underwear before sliding down between the sheets face to face to Jack.
“You said ‘we’” he said with a little smile.
“I did, didn’t I?” Jack smiled too. “Is that significant to you?”
“Sort of. I have never been this close or done these things with a man before. I don’t know what to call it, whatever it is that ‘we’ are."
“Do we have to define it? Does it have to have a label?”
“Guess not…”
“Tell you what. Let´s just take it one day at a time and see what happens, shall we?”
“Yeah, that…that sounds good.” Ianto nodded.
Jack put his hand on Ianto´s cheek, leaned closer, and kissed him. Softly at first but then with increasing hunger as he felt Ianto’s response. They pressed their bodies together and Ianto could feel them both getting into it. Jacks stiffening cock was pressing against his own and their breathing got heavier. Their hands were everywhere, caressing, pinching and pulling. They didn´t need any more words. The understood each other perfectly in this language of moans, groans and body movements. Ianto started kissing down Jack´s neck and collarbone, licking and nibbling his way down his chest and stomach until he reached his target. He let his tongue swirl around the leaking tip before closing his lips around the silky shaft and sucking hard. Jack groaned loudly and grabbed at Ianto´s hair. He kept sucking and licking until Jack was as hard as he could be. Then he let go, and leaned over to fetch the lube from the bedside drawer. He covered Jack´s cock generously as well as his own hole with the slick substance. Jack gestured for Ianto to lie down, but Ianto had other plans. He gently pressed his hand against Jack´s chest and then straddled his hips. Jack looked a little surprised but all the more pleased. Ianto leaned over him and kissed him deeply before he sat back up, lifted his arse and used his hand to position Jack’s cock and slowly lowered himself onto it. There was a bit of pain that made him gasp and stop for a bit before he continued to slide down. Once he had Jack all the way inside himself, he had to stay still for a moment to adjust to the sensation. Jack had one hand on his hip and with the other he took Ianto’s hand to his mouth and started sucking on his fingers. Ianto began rocking back and forth in an increasing tempo, thrusting harder. Jack let go of his hand and grabbed his cock instead and pumped it. Ianto was riding him faster and faster, they were both getting sweaty and it didn’t take very long before they both came with a loud groan.
Afterward Ianto slid down next to Jack. They were both panting, slick with sweat and bodies flushed. They looked at each other and kissed quickly before Jack reached for a bottle of water he always kept on his night-stand. He passed it to Ianto who took a swallow and handed it back.
“That was good, eh?” asked Ianto.
“That was fucking amazing!” Jack replied and put his arms around Ianto. “I might not have said it before but I really have missed you Ianto.”
“I know you have” said Ianto with a bit of cheekiness “but I’m back now and I won’t be going away again.”
“Good! I´ll hold you to that.”
“Hold me anyway you like, I´m good.” Ianto rested his head on Jacks shoulder as they both slowly drifted into sleep.