dieing inside

[nikkiangelkiss]

I still can't believe it's real sometimes......I am doing my best to try and keep my family together but nothing seems to work my sister looks at me sometimes like she wishes it was me who died instead.....and I don't blame her sometimes I wish it was me too if it meant giving johnny back to my family i would die for us.....I don't know what to do

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[_faithfultofate]

i know i havent called you. and you havent called me. but sometimes im not sure if its better that way or not. i want to talk to you, but not to make you more sad. just know that i love you and im here for you.