Comments | nikkimeimei: I can't do it anymore ;__

nikkimeimei

I can't do it anymore ;___;

Mar 24, 2011 23:05

Its been a year since I've written fic. And its depressing me. I can't just..... I just can't do it! And no, not those drabble kinds but one-shot ones where there is a valid plot.

I...... ;__________;

Guess am never fit to be a writer. Even an amateur one at that.

Comments 9

nande_daiyo March 25 2011, 03:46:10 UTC

Aw...EM Forster took 14 years to write one book!

You just need inspiration dear!

nikkimeimei March 25 2011, 21:22:00 UTC

I think I do need a big inspiration to make me write ;__; srsly I feel so empty not being able to write :(

katrinasacay March 25 2011, 05:56:51 UTC

i felt the same way as you nikki. :(

nikkimeimei March 25 2011, 21:22:37 UTC

yeap yeap ate... :(

its so depressing innit? Nahihirapan na talaga ako eh. For some reason :(

katrinasacay March 28 2011, 07:10:10 UTC

sinisipag na lang ako magsulat pag depressed ako. kasi may paghuhugutan. ahahaha!

carmine_pink March 25 2011, 06:43:57 UTC

One-shots don't even have to be that long. Some people say more than 500 words can be called a one-shot. Keep practicing, get some feedback, watch or read something else to find inspiration. I sincerely wish you good luck!

nikkimeimei March 25 2011, 21:24:18 UTC

But I can't even make 500 words with my current state. I have the plot in my head its just that its hard to portray it in words so that the image in my head can be passed on to the readers. And the plot is sometimes blotchy and jumps. Before I write anything I think I need to get myself sorted out :(

chynn23 March 25 2011, 11:06:03 UTC

:((((((((
I miss reading your fics! ;__;
your fics were the first fics I've read from the RS ficdom and like Tin, you're one of the reason why they became my OTP.
I really hope you could write again nikki! will be waiting until you can finally get back on track with the writing. GAMBATTE! <3

nikkimeimei March 25 2011, 21:26:45 UTC

awwww gee *hugs*

thanks so much. Its friends like you that appreciate my lack of a talent that makes me want to continue and improve. But sadly I just find it so hard :(

Am happy that my works were able to help you get into RS hehehehehehe.. thing is, with so much things that readers want from an RS fic its so hard to keep track and not just write as I wish them to write.

But then again I don't have to please anybody innit? Like Chloe said, write to express not to impress nga dba? hehehehehehe..

Help me from time to time kk? :) ILY GUYS! ♥♥♥