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I see.....dark skies, rain, and the heater....(smile)
I need.....a cuddle bitch(n) - a guy who never gets to sleep with a girl but gets to have intimate moments with her like cuddling, spooning, or otherwise being affectionate. Usually this will occur in private. She probably considers him a really sweet guy, which is the kiss of death
I find.....that the only time i do surveys like i am now, is when there is an open text book on my bed, like there is now.
I want.....to stand in the rain, be right back.
....go on a walk, put on dark clothing and sorta fade into the night
I have.....a raging desire to take a picture of the abandoned mall in Yakima. It hurts me to look at it.
I wish.....i wasnt always so cold. Take that figuratively speaking or not.
I love.....when people play with my hair. Using Shoulders for pillows. #6 on the Casper Soundtrack.
I hate.....the word "nuggle" (gag) I think i just puked in my mouth...
I miss.....innocence, not to sound like Britney Spears.
I fear.....to many things.
I feel.....like going for a walk; like crying; like telling someone everything and then being able to take it all back; like dreaming. like finding a black scarf to match my black hat.
I hear.....that it takes at least one full year to move on from somebody; Rain, So Right - Dave Matthews.
I smell.....like Ralph by Ralph Lauren, always
I crave.....almonds lately, its wierd.
I search.....very hard for just the right words........
I wonder.....what people see in me; how express what I see in you....
I regret.....not being born in the '70s.
The last time you.....
Smiled? Dinner, describing my Artificial Awkward conversation at Manderin Grill to Mandy and Cara.
Laughed? Im laughing right now. cant you tell? Wouldnt it be wierd if instead of laughing, we had a buzzer that went off above our heads like a fire alarm.
Cried? Yesterday (saturday) Night after talking to a good friend. ;)
Danced? (Been dancing): not in a while - long overdue. But just danced? I danced ON people last night, i think.
Were sarcastic? Sarcasm is for cowards.
Kissed someone? Tried to makeout with Mandy the other day...
Had a nightmare? couple nights ago, actually...
Last song you heard: Bartender - Dave Matthews
Last thing you had to drink: Water
Last time you had an alcoholic beverage: does a Taste of Mandys Concoction last night, count? who knows what she put in there...but suddenly the world got very fuzzy and i woke up in my bed this morning dressed in a ravaged teletubby costume
Do You.....
Sleep with stuffed animals? no, but i have a blinkie/a gee-gee if you will, dino is its name security blinket's its game.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
Have a dream that keeps coming back? no
Have any gay or lesbian friends? maybe. never know..
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? For me? yes. For some.....no
Consider yourself tolerant of others? hardly..
Consider love a mistake? thats dumb, why ever would i think that?
Like the taste of alcohol? Yes, I do.
Believe in God? surely
Go to church? my whole life
Talk to strangers who instant message you? that rarely happens, so no.
Have any tattoos? no thanks.
Have an obsession? to name a few...
1) Food: CranberryJuice, Dinner Mints, String Cheese
2) Sex: Dirty Swings of Debauchery
3) and.. Music: 80s Rock
Collect anything? Lovahs...."oh luvah..."
Have a best friend? Id call that an understatement, i have another half.
Have any bad habits? Biting my lip when Im stressed or Lost in thought. Drinking too much Cranberry juice. veganism. and I continually uphold my F- in Phone Etiquite