Today is M'Lady's Birthday. waking up collared to the bed has been a pleasent ritual. Today we awoke simotaneouly. i'm overwhelmed by the power of her caresses, and the feminin quality brought out in me by them. i truely feel like a woman at lengthening periods of time the more i'm with her. i have begun my demestic duties as well as served ( Read more... )

Upon my return to Oregon i was greeted by M'Lady who had arranged a limo to take us home. thankful the month had gone by fast (in retrospect) and ecstatic to be reunited we settled in with a late snack and champaigne ( Read more... )

Last night some friends and i went to Detroit to a place called City Club. It's rather refreshing to find such a large goth scene out here in my old stomping grounds. We hung out till about 4am and went back to Andy's house to jump in the hot tub and play some pool. i think it was 7:45am when i got to sleep and was up by 11am to rush off to work ( Read more... )

Subject: Re: read this & tell me your thoughts ( Read more... )

i love myself,
and i want you to love me.
when i feel down- i want you above me.
i search myself,
i want you to find me.
i forgive myself-i want you to remind me.

i don't want anybody else,
when i think about you i touch myself!

for you M'Lady.... i miss you!

So to wrap this history stuff up, i spent some time on the streets. i met a girl& moved to oregon. It was there i began to make the changes in my life to suit my own inhibitions ( Read more... )

its been a bussy few days and well, getting the time without distraction to write is difficult. i will try to finish what i started last entry however i have a date via instant messenger with M'Lady tonight at 1:00am so ill type fast ( Read more... )

not entirely aware at the time, my path has led to this point for as long as i can remember. i grew up in a very small, very sheltered town about 35 miles NE of Detroit. to best discribe it, i would say it is exactly like the town in "Varsity Blues". take that town and put in "mayberry" MI along with all of its little glories and traditions and you ( Read more... )

Hello out there, my name is nikki. i have started this journal at the request of my M'Lady Ember Burns. in doing so i hope to share my story and possibly connect with others who share similar passions ( Read more... )