if you really knew me...

[nikkisait]

oh the angsty teenage reality shows. I saw this on someone else's page and I loved it dearly and decided to have a go

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[giraffedinosaur]

If you really knew me, you'd know that...

- I people please my way through things because I grew sick of people hating me a long time ago
- I don't let people I know read ninety percent of what I write because I'm terrified it'll change the way they look at me
- I can't sleep on my own, with light, without light, or in the heat. It pretty much just happens whenever.
- I write because I like to know that at least a few people won't turn on me when I put faith and time and love into them
- one of the reasons I have low self-esteem is because of my family. It's the main one actually.
- I keep a knife on the side of my bed, on my book shelf, in case anyone ever breaks in.
- I think about depression and suicide all the time, though I'm not depressed, never have been, and most likely won't be. It's just a big part of my friends' lives and mine.
- I find it hard to turn my back on someone even when they've hurt me time and time again
- I too have daddy issues.

[giraffedinosaur]

Everyone has some sadness - even if the things don't seem as large to other people.
Your life isn't sad; it's just life.

[nikkisait]

common threads, bb.
i love you and that'll never change, just like i lovee everybody else.
trust me with whatever you need, and i'll try to help.
♥

[nikkisait]

I know.
I literally bawled for ages when he died.