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so halloween is really like here now. ryan and i went to jays party last night. and it was alot of fun. mad girls cried and w elaughed at them. mad people hooked up, and we laughed at them too. and mad girls looked like really fat hookers. and we laughed at that too. i had a great time. got pretty drunk. my mom is mad, but it was so worth it :]

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so today i left school early cause im sick as a dog. i hate being sick. i'm really bored today. this weekend was nice. friday i went out with my mom for a while, then ryan and i went to jays. kelly was there and so was kaitlin who i havent seen in over a year so that was nice cause i like her. saturday iwent with ryan kyle and richie to the tattoo ( Read more... )

lately ive been more lazy than you can imagine. and i havent written in a long time. so i guess this should be a nice little update on things. schools going well. im doing really good for the first time since like, 6th grade. i like my classes [most of them] and im content with the people in them. [most of them.] boces is great. ive become friends ( Read more... )

i love my boyfriend and i love my friends and thats all i need yo

the seasons are really changing now. it's getting pretty cold and it just feels like typical fall. and at first that made me so excited. but now im realizing that another season means another year is going around. and i feel like i'm not...accomplishing? anything. i dont really know how to explain it. it just makes me upset. i feel like i'm ( Read more... )

so today is friday and i have started school. i hate school so much. i'm hardly seeing ryan and it's terrible. when we do see eachother, we've been fighting a little. and i think it's just cause we're both all stressed out. i realize i need a job worse then i thought i did, but with everything going on, it will kill me. whatever i want a cashmeir ( Read more... )

i just got a new dresser for my room and im really happy with it. i love it so much. but its not put together and stuff yet. but any way. i cleaned like 90% of my room and its taking me forever. i hate cleaning. i feel so stressed out today my hands are all shakey. im really cranky. and i cant stop thinking bad things. im thinking maybe im pmsing ( Read more... )

so i went to manhatten to see tmp the other night. they were amazzzin as usual. theyre so talented.it was a great time and in 2 weeks i'm going back to see them again. here's some pictures. warning, they all look the same, and theyres a lot of them :]

here we gooooo


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so both my dads surgerys are done. i havent spoken to him since the other day when i went to see him and he told me about how he was on these drugs that make him crazy. he saw like cats and kids and cowboys in his hospital room, and none of them existed ( Read more... )