i really should get rid of this stupid thing. the only time i write in it is when i'm extremely happy or extremely ... well not happy ( Read more... )

one month since surgery ( Read more... )

i feel like i've been bombarded with this topic as of late. not really as of late, but as of this past year. it's weird only because the books i've chosen to read have dealt with this topic ( Read more... )

i'm tired and bored. i can't sleep. no surprise there. it's almost 2:30 in the morning. oh well ( Read more... )

i had full intentions of never writing in this again. that lasted two weeks. go nicole ( Read more... )

wow. i took my drugs before i went out tonight to somewhat ease the pain of being on my feet. ha... apparently i was acting wierd. mmm i think i was talking funny -- not too sure, i thought it was kind of funny. but because i've been doing physical therapy at home n stuff and "walked around" all day yesterday ... i decided to drug up. mmm don't ( Read more... )

welp... i'm bored...so i'm going to write about this life-changing event. and yes, it is life-changing because i will be doing the one thing i love without pain. a-mazing ( Read more... )

yeaaaa.... in like less than 12 hours i'll be on the operating table. i'm really actually kind of nervous. i wasn't before, i was actually looking forward to it just because i want to not be in pain all the time when i play. but now it's like ... wierd. i just think it's going to be sucky. but playing without pain this season is going to be the ( Read more... )

ok surgery is tuesday. like less than 48 hours... umm yea it's not anything serious ... but the whole being knocked out thing kind of scares me. yea i'm nervous. i don't really feel like being a gimp for a while. the drugs are a nice perk tho ;c) jUUUUUUUST kidding ... kind of :cp ( Read more... )

last night was so much fun. i got through the first couple of awkward weeks where the girls were feelin me out and what not ... and now we joke around and i actually get to do stuff at practice, like i led them in warm-ups yesterday. and yesterday i stayed after for a while to help a girl with shooting. i LOVED it. like watching her get better with ( Read more... )