today i got home about eleven and went to bed with the intention of getting up to meet rachel and possibly donald. well that never happened because i didn't arise until half seven. so i'm up now.

watched cruel intentions, all about my mother and hamlet. now i want to write.

bryan just told me he thinks his mum is attractive

just watched 'indecent proposal'

did not enjoy it

... i was really wasted.

this is my standard apology entry to all i spoke to/generally made a twat of myself in front of.

can't hack it likes

yeah so that was weird.

feeling a peculiar kind of catharsis. maybe it's what i needed. maybe i am strong and i'm gonna pull myself up and out of this hazy state where i see and hear what i think is best for me.

a thank you is due to the boys of the slab. thank you.

"i'm not hungry, i just really like eating" as she stuffs her little gob.

in faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes ( Read more... )

been reading past entries.

January 19th 2002
05:11 pm
i need something constant. the only thing i have stable is my uncertainty.

i thought i used to write about what was happening- but these words i'm reading are not what i associate those times with. sometimes.

January 26th 2002 ( Read more... )

still attempting to teach ol' lori the ropes. try and comment dear.