So alot of you may have heard i don't have a job any more. it fuckin sucks! so if anyone knows of anywhere thats hiring please please let me know. I haven't been unemployed for the past three years i feel like i'm not in control of my life. it's hell. so i've been filling my time by job hunting in the mornings drinking most of the night and staying ( Read more... )

this is crap. All i have to write about is a boy. what the hell is that all about. anyway he called me today, wanted me to come over. I was a t work though. tomorrow. yes i will see him tomorrow. yay! hey jessie sorry i didn't go to the arnada i have to work at 9am tomorrow. so sorry. anyway i want to read. books are my friends computers aren't. so ( Read more... )

Well the lip ring didn't last long. It was way to much of a pain in the ass at work. Well at least I had my face pierced once in my life if only for 11 days. I'll still tell my grandchildren I suppose. I finally said fuck it and called adorable boy (jason). He's horribly sick so he couldn't go out with hottie #1 (kristen) bryan and I ( Read more... )

yet another highly uneventfull day. I did make a final desicion on what classes I'm taking next quarter. I sat down with my parents and they agreed on said classes and also agreed to pay for the 11 credits I will be attempting to achieve. I scared! I haven't been in college since I was in high school. (with the exception of 1/2 a quarter last ( Read more... )

craziness! I'm a happy girl. I actually met a really cool guy last night. He's adorable! thanx bryan for letting me take him home. Ya i know you shouldn't take strange boys home with you but i couldn't help it he's adorable. Am i repeating myself? anyway took him home barely slept went to work came at home 11am cuddled in bed and talked untill 4pm ( Read more... )

so i gained a little respect for al sharpten the other night when he was on leno. I in no way want him to win the nomination for the democratic party but i did gain some respect. now a quote from al sharpten. "when i look in a mirror i don't just reflect what i see i try to correct what i see" This qoute was in response to rap musicians who say ( Read more... )

Thank you friends for all of your input. My dillema is solved. Despite the fact I haven't talked to Luke yet I will tomorrow evening when I'm not at work. I would this minute because I'm feeling confident enough especially since reading princessjd's last comment on my previous post. But alas he's at work. So it will have to wait till tomorrow after ( Read more... )

I went to the boiler room again last night. Hit on the part-owner/bartender even more. He now has my boob pin stuck up on a cork board behind the bar. Sucks for me good advertising for tefen.net though. So heres the dilemma. I have been going to his bar under false pretenses. I'm not 21 for six months... arrhhggggg. So Tuesdays, his night off, he ( Read more... )

The haxor handle of rachel is "Deadly On3".

So I finally finished unpacking and organizing. It's great my room doesn't seem so small when theres not boxes piled everywhere, it's actually a little inviting. Anyway on to other news. I broked the cardinal best friend rule. I made out with her ex. I try to tell my self it's okay because they broke up five years ago. She says she's not mad but ( Read more... )