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[nikolas_huffle]

Shit. Y'know I knew Lorelei... maybe not as well as some of the others, but I met her one morning when I went jogging. She seemed nice enough, a real sweet kid

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[bossy_bookworm]

There's no point dwelling on "what if"s, Nik.

[nikolas_huffle]

Yeah I know, but I can't help it all the same. I mean, I keep sayin' the same thing to Delta and Ali... but it's sort of different when it comes to yourself.

[bossy_bookworm]

I suppose you are right. But there are bigger things at play here than you or me. If it was not them, it would simply have been different students.

[nikolas_huffle]

But you can't know that for sure, and there's always going to be that 'what if'...

[katevanla]

You're a good person, Nik. And what happened was terrible.

[nikolas_huffle]

It was definitely not one of the better things to have happened at Hogwarts... I mean, I just can't help thinking that maybe things could have been a little different...

I don't know.

[katevanla]

Dwelling on the past never accomplishes anything. Trust me.

Know that I am here if you need me.

[nikolas_huffle]

Thanks Kat, I really appreciate it. I just feel like the biggest asshole right now...

[random2ndyear]

Aww Nik ... don't feel that way.

I didn't know her at all, but thinking about the 'what if' I had done this or that, ain't gonna change the fact she's dead.

On the other hand I wish it was Weaver and not her.

Love Mrs. Peccato

[nikolas_huffle]

That's a fucking cruel thing to say about Ella!

[random2ndyear]

Well, she needs to stay away from my love!

I see her snooping around him all the time ... wench!

Love Mrs Peccato

[nikolas_huffle]

Oh dude, that's sick. You don't go wishing death on people because you're jealous of them. I mean honestly, use your head a little. Ella has people who care about her around here and if they catch you saying this shit, Peccato especially, you're gonna rue the day you spoke a bad word about her.

[mryan_macdougal]

I think a lot of people here feel the same way....there are too many "What Ifs"...what if I had asked Ella to dance with us, what if I had insisted that Lo' dance also? What if I got to know them better then I did, Ella especially...

I think I'll take Hermione's advice and just. Try not to dwell on it, but bloody hell that is easier said then done.

[nikolas_huffle]

Much more easier said than done. I just hope Ella is OK, I mean... y'know I can't help but feel maybe if I'd shown up earlier...

No, I'm not going to think about that. It's depressing enough to have lost a fellow-student...