Not much to say I guess. Had a long talk with my boyfriend today, we made each other cry. >_< I've resolved to be less passive, because then he'll be happy with me. I don't want to make him sad, and I don't want to make him cry. He's turned my life around, the least I can do is try to be less passive if that's what he wants from me ( Read more... )

Just something that's pissing me off... my brother has at least a grand and a half in his bank account. I have $20, which is being spent on father's day and on my next Depo shot. Then I'll be broke again. Yes I'm still job-hunting ( Read more... )

So I went with my bf to see my ex today... man, that sucked. I went to give him his video game back, but as it turned out I never talked to him directly. I walked into the store and saw him, and my heart just broke. I wanted to scream and cry at him. I was so nervous, I wasn't sure if he'd come over to say hi or not. As it turned out he didn't, and ( Read more... )

ARGH ( Read more... )

I feel like throwing up... my ex came online, for the first time in at least a couple of weeks. I had my MSN set to "away", and when I returned I found I'd missed him by less than 2 minutes. That alone upset me, it happened many times before when we were dating, and I feel guilty about it. He left me a short message, in reply to my e-mail basically ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, sorry for not writing for so long ( Read more... )

this shoulda been done yesterday but i didn't feel like it ( Read more... )

i hate this... i'm so sick of being shoved aside so my boyfriend can see his friends. fuck. k he sees them on monday and wednesday, for like an hour while he visits 2 of our friends on their lunch break (they're both still in high school). then this week he saw them thursday, cuz he didn't go to one of his classes cuz he wasn't feeling well, and ( Read more... )

k i have to do this above else ( Read more... )

Hey ( Read more... )