I think it's time to start looking ( Read more... )

The new school year has come upon me and it's time to wrap up my summer reflections ( Read more... )

I fucking LOVE my job. Can I please just work at summer camp for the rest of my life with all these people? Please?!

Parent presentations today. Staff shindig tonight. Nina's wedding tomorrow. And a new set of campers and a fresh start of camp on Monday.

This is the best summer ever.

I shake when I think about her. It's uncontrollable, really. I've managed to get by the week with her hardly crossing my mind but just now, when I realized I was shaking, it wasn't out of anger. I shake from the cold of her heart, knowing my warmth is no match ( Read more... )

Nikztah ( Read more... )

the sunny day rain
or ray of light in the clouds--

temporarily.

The week has been filled with paper after paper, writing followed by more writing, little sleep, and hardly any food. Friday was my day to let loose and have some fun ( Read more... )

I'm angry that you didn't even call me to wish me a happy birthday. I was trying not to expect it. I absolutely knew you weren't going to do it.. but the reality of you actually not calling me on my birthday, hurts more than I've allowed myself to think.

Gosh this feeling sucks.

Some are harder than others ( Read more... )

Today officially kicks off birthday week and I honestly can't be more unenthused. Every year the idea of planning out my own birthday dinner/party brings me a ton of anxiety. My friends have been asking me what I want to do and I don't have an answer. I want a casual dinner followed by some heavy drinking--at least it seems nice. I think what makes ( Read more... )