That would be my new mentality. If you have an issue with me tell me, if you no longer want to be my friend tell me. I'm sick of worrying about people that quite obviously don't care about me. I'm over being the Nilda that worries about her friends and whether or not she does the right thing with them. I'm shifting my focus on to things that are ( Read more... )

Yes it so does. I'm tired, so tired. I don't want to wake up for anything, and especially not some massive test which I know will be a bitch. I should be reviewing for that rather than writing this but oh well what can you do ( Read more... )

Busted my ass studying for a huge massive test and what did I get? a 63 out of 87. That's a big whopping 72! Blah. So do this to make me smile ppl ( Read more... )

I'm sad, but I'm ok.

I need to focus on school and the positive. Like I know I can handle just being his friend.

I need to fill my free time with homework, and other stuff because if I don't my mind will fall into this melancholy state.

I will be ok. I AM OK.

Let me just start off with...omg this semester is going to kick my ass. I have so many things to do that I have no idea where to start. I'm going to have to get into the habit of doing all my assignments early, or else they won't get done. I put in my application for internship this semester. Let's all cross our fingers and hope that Nilda gets ( Read more... )

Hope everyone had a good New Year's Eve. I sure as hell did. Ended up going to my boyfriend's best friend's apartment. Was handed a really good Black Cherry Martini. Got harassed for only drinking one drink, forgive me for not being as into alcohol as some of them but I had to go home way early. Rang in the new year. Finally got my new year's kiss ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas ( Read more... )

Did it last year so why not? A tradition perhaps ( Read more... )

So really looking forward to tomorrow. The only only reason I am is because it's my first day off in 6 flippin days. I've worked like I dunno 49 some odd hours this past week. Including staying late on Monday, which my manager so did not deserve. But I'm a good person. I almost don't want to quit. I've met really cool people there, and I don't want ( Read more... )

i haven't done one of these in for-flippin-ever so for those of you who still read this ( i dunno who still really does) do it ( Read more... )